UP AND DOWNS

After a long time I was visiting to “Adi”, almost after one and half month. Past month was really hectic as there was a huge pressure of production due to DHANTERAS and DEEPAWALI demand of cars, and this new SUV “Tata Area” is really doing well in the market. Being in the production line of “Area” I literally got damm tired from work in last month. Now I got off for 2 days and decided to visit Adi.

Adi “Aditya Sharma” is staying in the same city and in the first year of his Masters course. We are good friend starting from the first day of engineering college,we used to call him “Shan – E- Saptuda” as he belong to naturally beautiful place Satpuda vally region (Pachmari area) which is in Madhya Pradesh the of heart of this country.


As usual we decided to meet at a near by Bar of his place. It’s not actually a bar but a road side dhaba which is having drink facility at the back side of dhaba, plastic red and blue chairs with same color table. Dim lights hardly one person can identify to other from a distance of 10 meter and Killing Cool Air in winter time. Some time they keep Aalav near to you which is coal burned in pan shaped vassal which is used in construction work.
Which keep giving u sufficient heat time to time, and that’s actually the best thing I find there with much silence except some slow sound coming of “Kishor Kumar’s” song’s playing at the bill counter of the dhaba. But it was adding pleasantness there.

I stopped my bike at one road side pan gumthi and asked for my cigarette brand Gold Flake lights. I bought one packet of 10 cigarettes.From which I took out 2 and kept in the upper pocket of jackets as knowing that whatever quantity I will have in the packet will be finished in table itself, so better to have a safety stock for night.

So dude how is every thing with u.

I am very good. So finaly got time haan, where were you these days?

Arey dun ask yarrr, due to over production I didn’t get a single day leave in past month yarr. I was doin shift of more than 14 hours in a day. So much tension yarrrr material procurement, quality issue those bustards dun care about any thing no system still want high production how its possible yarrr…cant they see.. no facility, Its dying condition there. They son of bitch always plan at 11th hour. Akal nahi saalo ko.. apni hi marti hai they just phone pe follow up..yarr seriously I m telling you….

Tell me some thing new…

What?

Arey stop fucker…. always rotlu….You and your company. just go to hell… one more word about your company and I will burn that” rassi wala” cracker on your ass…
Sounds like you are the only one working there and running the company.

Humm right….then u tell what’s new and exciting at your part. I wanted to go away from my work that’s why I m here. Here you will get a frustrated production engineer only.

Well lets 2 pegs go in ..frustration will come out. So what you would like to have today.

Its chilling cold so lets have our all time favorite Rum OLD MONK what says?

Deadly. Bas tumhari choise par hi to fida hai ham.

Huzoor its all you peoples support and guidance. Engineering ke 4 salo me that’s the only skills we could develop by series of experiment. Isn’t it?

Hahah that’s rite…

I talked with Tiwari yesterday.

Suhan Tiwari kamina kaisa hai wo kamina... jugadu of our group.

He is very happy and as you know after a little struggle he is with good job now and getting better salary .He Was inviting us to Banglore bola sare essh karata tu bas aa jao.

I am dieing to have a get to gather of “V- guys” our group.

Every one is waiting for such moment “ek doosre ki marne ke liye”. Well our beautiful color full drink is here so lets start just ..cheers. (A long awaited moment of the day).

Cheerss

Tiwari was very happy he and had a wonderful news to share.

What news? Is he in intelligence bureau now..

Ha ha ha…no not yet ..but there is a girl in his life now.

What. “Tiwari” holy shit what u saying..
Not again Tiwari how many times will u repeat it with new new tactics.
You remember for girl staying next to his new house he used to do exercise at 12 at night as she used to come on terrace that time.
Before this he used to through news paper keeping his mobile no. slip inside to her window.

Ha ha ha yes how can we forget that.. once he was after a married lady…said experienced ka maza hi kuch aur hai mere dost ne bataya hai. U know he also got threat call from that paper through girl’s brother or boyfriend god knows. Some how saltaya. But he sounds little serious this time. Time changes every thing can u imagine Tiwari as serious for job, for life.

That’s true yarrr , I never ever had thought that time will show us all these faces. But is Tiwari really going well with this now.

Yes he said “I m trying hard and I m sure that girl also likes me to much but didn’t get official permission yet from her side.” He was very happy and eager to share this news with us. He tried your cell but u were in night duty I guess.

Yupp I was.

He was sounding very excited and happy and told me to pass this news to you. He said I don’t know why but I first wanted to share all this with you guys as it will also make u people happy a lot. And literally I was very happy after listening this news. Finally our Tiwari is also on the rite track..

Even I am feeling very very happy for Tiwari. I will definitely call him tomorrow and pull the legs of this Ass hole.

So lets have another round pegs of this wonderful Rum in the name of Tiwari.

Yaaa sure abb to banti hi hai…

So now cheers for Tiwari…AAge bado tiwari.. lol.

And how u doing with studies any upcoming exams.

Na yarr just finished and dun want to listen that word again for next 5 month.

(So far Adi was continua sly playing with his mobile some time bit serious, some time strange smile in his face and some time anxious definitely talking with some body on SMS …………)

Lage raho India lage raho…..

(With uncontrollable blushing) … what do u mean by this…

Haan haan lage raho bhai aur time mile to hame batao kya chal raha hai…….

Down in 2 pegs only haan…

Yarrr I m at least down after 2 pegs but I m noticing since starting tum nashe me jhoom rahe ho…

Hey you know me yarr. You know me from inside out.

Haan I know that’s why asking ……Tell me name first so that I can confirm that its old phone book entry or newly added in your phone book.

Fucker just Stop grinning haan Dun be over excited there is nothing…

Yaa I know just tell me kitno ke dilo ki dhadkan bane hue ho.

Haan jii hamari kismet aapke jaisi kahan chahne walo ki line laga rakhi hai.
And I told u na ther is noting. You know I rarely go with all these as usually go away.

I just asked name why are u giving me all these explanation.


Well she is Zoya. She is in my class.

Naam to bahut pyara hai.

Humm She is cute and very kiddies’

Achha and what else is wonderful with Zoya….

Nothing u just stop ur imaginations and come back and for your further information she is already engaged and happy.

Good I am also very happy as usual u always climaxed before starting. I don’t know when you are going to give me such good news like Tiwari. We want to see u with somebody and want to pull your legs like any thing at that time.

Ass hole I find no difference in my friends and in enemies. Pata nahi kis janam ke paap hai jo esse kamine friends mile.

Ha ha ha…….sab issi janam ke hai … dunt you remember your paap. Second year…

Dunt start that chapter again … you guys are height of kamina pan na. Salo bhagwan se daro

Ha ha ha …arey okey yarrrr….Kalyug hai….chalo wont irritate you more… call for next peg yarrr ..

What these cigarettes are waiting for.

Ohh yes go ahead I know u always required cigarettes after such discussion.

Fuck u ass hole.

I love seeing your this face, irritated seems like just want to beat me like anything, but some how controlling.

You should be thank full to me and god for this.

Okey what else is ther new and exciting with u.

Nothing just same fucked life totally fucked and trapped, abb to dard bhi nahi hota.
Well leave all this tell me how you going with Ishi. How is she?

Every thing is okay she is busy with her exams yarrr.

Okay wish her all d very best on my behalf. So fir kya future plans..

God knows yarrr lets see what turns life take in future. But noting is easy goin.

Well Ur sms are keep coming just reply them.. kyu tadpha rahe ho…
wait I will be back in 5 mints let me check wash room.

Koi kisi ko nahi tadpa raha…tu fadkna band kar de.. you better go fast nd come back.

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So done with sms……….


Hanji but just tell me what should I answer if one girl ask

“Why do you like me , and why me.”

What I cant get it?

“ I have to answer somebody Why do I like her.” As simple as that…

What…. now don’t say its Zoya……..

So u know that haan …. Smart.

Man what’s this sudden turn haan………… well it’s not fucking simple but definitely you should have an answer if you truly like her, ….and I don’t think I need to tell you how to get the answer. But before that my dear friend would you please explain me what’s going on…

Well we are close and I like her but not that way …you know na my way……now let me tell u about her hope this will answer some of my question as well..

Ye hue na baat..

Excuse me sir – Can I have your order for dinner it’s 10.40 pm actually and by 11 we
Will have last order of drink.(waiter)

Arey abhi kahan last order yarrr abb to actually ham shuru hue hai……rite Adi..

Ha ha ha rite…………

To be continued ……

"The Night"

It was 6.30 of evening , after a sound sleep of 2 hours , I opened my eyes . After a long time I took a short leave to feel relaxed in the noon time. It used to be my habit in college as well as in school days. I planned to visit nearby mall. I was very positive, energetic and hope full to have a good time there.
Reaching there I started searching for a small bag for day to day traveling. Finally I chose one at Big Bazaar. But It was Sunday I couldn’t buy as in all the payment desk were over crowded. Quite disappointed I just finished my window shopping and decided to get it some other day.
Coming out I started to home
Over crowded malls, roads, heavy traffic has been common in Pune. Pune is the city where you will get a variety of culture. Some are natural and some are desperate to show off. Some are really live life up to their expectation and making their own way but some of them I find blind follower. But truth is that everyone is enjoying and trying up to their best to be happy.
After 10 mints walk I got a Six sitter a most common transport in Pune after P.M.T.
It was 9.30 of evening my roommate were waiting for me to have dinner with. Entering the room I found he was bit tired. Let me explain about my room it is one hall and kitchen at a economical area of of Pune called chandan nagar, where we three try to accommodate somehow. After every hectic day when I come back to my room a kind of uneasiness comes in mind because of lots of reason like less space unclean floor , scattered routine stuff everywhere in the room, cloths hanged in every hanger beyond its capacity same like local railway of Mumbai. Actually it’s a kind of compromise I did first time in life.
Most important thing I miss there a personal space which I always had in my life. Well it’s hardly matters when u didn’t get enough salary in city like Pune and best described as life in metro.
I exchanged some routine stuff of company with my roommate and went to get fresh.
Dada my roommate was feeling sleepy enough and was in his dream world as I returned back.
Oh man I promised someone to make a call in evening. Ok do it now. Its Simi my school days friend a ambitious, curious girl and really brave. I remember she used to call me idiot because I never pick her call on one single complete ring, never reach to meet her on time and always say no whatever she suggest me to do specially to quit smoking. Well as usual after dialing the no. before saying hello I have to be prepare with lots of excuses and have to listen a lots of parental warnings. Well this time I decided directly to attack, after all its not very difficult to divert a girls mind with the help of your soft skills. Well I just heard and not having much experience about.
Hey whts up.
So mr. idiot finally got time today. Well may I know whom are you saving that much money for.
I think u are well aware of my expenses.
Ok so how many in one single day.
More than one full packet.
Its just sense less to talk u on this matter.
Then why do u start it.
It’s really my mistake, Ok just do what the hell u want to do. Anyway u you didn’t send me your resume.
Ohh fuck, wait let me on my P.C. I will finish it right now.
Okay then better u come online too………….
Okey just wait a mint
So here I am,
after a long time I got you online dude.
See how busy I am and how joyless my life is.
Oh my baby why dun u get a girl out there just to take a good care of you.
You know its most difficult task for me and by the way you actually promise me to help me out in this matter. But you always forget your promise cant u just finish this simple task for your friend. Dun you care of your friend.
Ok ,okay u come Indore we both will work out.
I am sure you never. Just leave it.
Hey vikas how far a good shopping mall from your place.
Not so for just 4-5 K.M.
So I hope now you do remember your promise to take me for shopping. And I am planning to be there as early as possible so I hope you are ready.
Ohh that’s gr8 but actually these malls here in Pune are not that good, you know na our T.I. of Indore is far better , so why dun you plan for shopping when I come to Indore .what says.
Okay,,,,, and may I know when are you planning to come Indore.
Well …..not decided yet but very soon I promise.
Idiot you won’t change. Even after getting a job.
Well I like the way I am. Don’t you
Hummmm god knows. But truth is that I like idiot.
Thank you,,,,,thank you very much I m really glad to know this.
Well leave all this I have some good news ,my brothers marriage has fixed
Hey that’s really a good new, so its fun time again
Yaa,
So how many sisters your would be bhabhi have.
Just shut up.
Just joking yarrr…..so whats the full plan.
Well date is not decided yet may be in coming November I will let you know as soon as it will be finalized and mr. busy any how you have to get time to attend it.
I will try my best dear.
I have some snaps of engagement ceremony to share with you hope you will enjoy it.
All rite , I also have something to share with you.
Really what?
Some past memories of school days actually a incident and want to confess in front of you.
“Confess” quite surprising then you start please.
No you first mamm.
Ok here the snaps ……
My bhabhi and bhaiya, this one is family pick……..and here bhabhi with her sisters and friends. I am sure you are more interested in this pick.
Come on well picks are so nice many congratulations to you and your family.
Thank you so much………..
There was a beep of my cell phone, this was a S.M.S. ohhh my boss’s S.M.S.
Dear vikas
We have T.S. audit tomorrow so need to be in office at first shift sharp 7 to make sure that we are prepared with all necessary documents.
Mr. Thomos
Fuck it off……
What happened?
I am just informed at night that tomorrow I need to be in office in first shift and for that I will have to wake up at 5 in morning and have to catch cab by 6. What the hell is this yarrr..
Hh how much burden my friend have on his small shoulders. Now how would you manage?
Don’t worry will have to manage some how your friend is habitual of all those shit now a days.
Have you had your dinner.
Yaa I am having it ..like I am having my plate with me.
That’s good so I have finished up its yur turn now u was to share some thing
Yaaaaa actually the seen is like that ..you remember once you three girls you ,Sam and Deep visited my home and I was not there.
Yes off course , we waited one and half hour for you that day but we enjoy a lot with your mom and later your dad also joined us.
Yes rite. Well you know that day when I reached home I saw you girls vehicle parked outside my home and then I took immediate turn and ran away from there.
What! you ran away
Yess and I went to my friend’s place near to my home where I never been before and sit more than two hours you know he was so surprised and asked many times
Vikas is every thing all rite with you.
Ohh god but why did you do that.
Actually just day before you warned me that you girl goanna revealed all my stupid act of class in front of my parents on which we fought a lot in the lab. So I was so scared and you know after you have left I entered in home I directly went to study room and started pretending to avoid my parents.
Ohh god I cant stop myself laughing. You are really idiot and you proved it yourself.
Well I am sorry for my that stupid act.
Come on vikas you are my best friend. You have been with me in all up and downs. I am really thankful to you.
Well I just did what good friends suppose to do.
Hey just have a look at these snaps me with my boyfriend.
Heyyyy it’s really good I mean just wonderful ….u with your south Indian buddy. Just looks like a white IDLY dipped in SAMBHAR isn’t it?
Not again Vikas just shut up,just shut up.
Hey cum on just calm down but u know truth is always truth naa.
I am going to stop now. I am no more in mood to get your idiotic comment on my boy friend.
So sweet seems you are very much possessive for him.
Off course I am.
Suddenly I got some one coming online in yahoo chat room with its usual knocking
Sound.
My God….after so long time.
I was stunned just rest less and could easily listen every beat of my heart…… so loud,,,,,,,,,
With a deep sigh I gained some physical consciousness but still restless.
Simi was continuously buzzing …as receiving no reply for a long time.
Hey what happened I am just kidding ree…. U angry kya….
Yes I am here its seems there is some network problem.. I am facing frequent disconnection.
Well I am feeling sleepy I have to wake up early in the morning.
Oh yes better you take rest now dear, miss you a lot yarr take a good care and please control on your smoking.
Humm I will try my best, goodnight.
Well situation was not yet ok my heart was still beating with the same pace. I decided to come in visible mode as usually I keep my account in invisible mode. I really wonder how and why I took the decision to come online. But I started chanting some of prayers in “Sanskrit”. Just with in 5 sec she went offline and its seems end of everything. With some hope I switched my account from visible to invisible in next one minute. Finally I took a very deep sigh and turn off my laptop.
It was around 11.30 of night, my mind was not with me. I switched off my room light. Ignite my cigarette and lied down on the bad. I closed my eyes pictures from flash back started.



To be continued.................





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MOROL VALUES

Moral Values are your beliefs about what is important in life.
"Its your beliefs or attitude about what is good, right, desirable and worth while".
"Your value system is the way you organize, rank. Prioritize and make decisions based on your values".
"Your values provide the foundation from which you make your personal and professional judgment and choice".

So far i find in my life i have been giving importance to these beliefs
1) Respect to humanity, respect to human being.
2) Respect to knowledge.
3) Respect to Elders.
Your moral values are base of your character and also reflects your personality.

LOVE in my understanding

Love the wonderful feeling of life.

Yes it is “love makes life heaven”.

It’s just not all about getting emotionally attached with someone.

Actually is the healthiest state of mind, where u start loving yourself, and start seeing things in a very different positive manner and this is how same thing around you become heaven

This is the time when people start finding excitement with in every moment, and start exploring many positive things with in them.

That is something what well described as spiritualism.

See how wonderful feeling is this that in your own subconscious mind u becomes so conscious for yourself and start loving and caring yourself.

I found some very interesting words about loving yourself.

“it is not possible to love anyone until you have learnt to love yourself.

There is no harm in loving yourself actually it is being aware of yourself. It is noticeable that when you are unwell it becomes so difficult to think beyond your discomfort to the well being of anybody else. When you are depressed, you just cannot take participate in another’s happiness.

Love yourself so that you become capable of loving other. Keep yourself in good health and safe so that you can keep others too.”