Tuesday, August 31, 2010

"The Night"

It was 6.30 of evening , after a sound sleep of 2 hours , I opened my eyes . After a long time I took a short leave to feel relaxed in the noon time. It used to be my habit in college as well as in school days. I planned to visit nearby mall. I was very positive, energetic and hope full to have a good time there.
Reaching there I started searching for a small bag for day to day traveling. Finally I chose one at Big Bazaar. But It was Sunday I couldn’t buy as in all the payment desk were over crowded. Quite disappointed I just finished my window shopping and decided to get it some other day.
Coming out I started to home
Over crowded malls, roads, heavy traffic has been common in Pune. Pune is the city where you will get a variety of culture. Some are natural and some are desperate to show off. Some are really live life up to their expectation and making their own way but some of them I find blind follower. But truth is that everyone is enjoying and trying up to their best to be happy.
After 10 mints walk I got a Six sitter a most common transport in Pune after P.M.T.
It was 9.30 of evening my roommate were waiting for me to have dinner with. Entering the room I found he was bit tired. Let me explain about my room it is one hall and kitchen at a economical area of of Pune called chandan nagar, where we three try to accommodate somehow. After every hectic day when I come back to my room a kind of uneasiness comes in mind because of lots of reason like less space unclean floor , scattered routine stuff everywhere in the room, cloths hanged in every hanger beyond its capacity same like local railway of Mumbai. Actually it’s a kind of compromise I did first time in life.
Most important thing I miss there a personal space which I always had in my life. Well it’s hardly matters when u didn’t get enough salary in city like Pune and best described as life in metro.
I exchanged some routine stuff of company with my roommate and went to get fresh.
Dada my roommate was feeling sleepy enough and was in his dream world as I returned back.
Oh man I promised someone to make a call in evening. Ok do it now. Its Simi my school days friend a ambitious, curious girl and really brave. I remember she used to call me idiot because I never pick her call on one single complete ring, never reach to meet her on time and always say no whatever she suggest me to do specially to quit smoking. Well as usual after dialing the no. before saying hello I have to be prepare with lots of excuses and have to listen a lots of parental warnings. Well this time I decided directly to attack, after all its not very difficult to divert a girls mind with the help of your soft skills. Well I just heard and not having much experience about.
Hey whts up.
So mr. idiot finally got time today. Well may I know whom are you saving that much money for.
I think u are well aware of my expenses.
Ok so how many in one single day.
More than one full packet.
Its just sense less to talk u on this matter.
Then why do u start it.
It’s really my mistake, Ok just do what the hell u want to do. Anyway u you didn’t send me your resume.
Ohh fuck, wait let me on my P.C. I will finish it right now.
Okay then better u come online too………….
Okey just wait a mint
So here I am,
after a long time I got you online dude.
See how busy I am and how joyless my life is.
Oh my baby why dun u get a girl out there just to take a good care of you.
You know its most difficult task for me and by the way you actually promise me to help me out in this matter. But you always forget your promise cant u just finish this simple task for your friend. Dun you care of your friend.
Ok ,okay u come Indore we both will work out.
I am sure you never. Just leave it.
Hey vikas how far a good shopping mall from your place.
Not so for just 4-5 K.M.
So I hope now you do remember your promise to take me for shopping. And I am planning to be there as early as possible so I hope you are ready.
Ohh that’s gr8 but actually these malls here in Pune are not that good, you know na our T.I. of Indore is far better , so why dun you plan for shopping when I come to Indore .what says.
Okay,,,,, and may I know when are you planning to come Indore.
Well …..not decided yet but very soon I promise.
Idiot you won’t change. Even after getting a job.
Well I like the way I am. Don’t you
Hummmm god knows. But truth is that I like idiot.
Thank you,,,,,thank you very much I m really glad to know this.
Well leave all this I have some good news ,my brothers marriage has fixed
Hey that’s really a good new, so its fun time again

Yaa,
So how many sisters your would be bhabhi have.
Just shut up.
Just joking yarrr…..so whats the full plan.
Well date is not decided yet may be in coming November I will let you know as soon as it will be finalized and mr. busy any how you have to get time to attend it.
I will try my best dear.
I have some snaps of engagement ceremony to share with you hope you will enjoy it.
All rite , I also have something to share with you.
Really what?
Some past memories of school days actually a incident and want to confess in front of you.
“Confess” quite surprising then you start please.
No you first mamm.
Ok here the snaps ……
My bhabhi and bhaiya, this one is family pick……..and here bhabhi with her sisters and friends. I am sure you are more interested in this pick.

Come on well picks are so nice many congratulations to you and your family.
Thank you so much………..
There was a beep of my cell phone, this was a S.M.S. ohhh my boss’s S.M.S.
Dear vikas
We have T.S. audit tomorrow so need to be in office at first shift sharp 7 to make sure that we are prepared with all necessary documents.
Mr. Thomos
Fuck it off……
What happened?
I am just informed at night that tomorrow I need to be in office in first shift and for that I will have to wake up at 5 in morning and have to catch cab by 6. What the hell is this yarrr..
Hh how much burden my friend have on his small shoulders. Now how would you manage?
Don’t worry will have to manage some how your friend is habitual of all those shit now a days.
Have you had your dinner.
Yaa I am having it ..like I am having my plate with me.
That’s good so I have finished up its yur turn now u was to share some thing
Yaaaaa actually the seen is like that ..you remember once you three girls you ,Sam and Deep visited my home and I was not there.
Yes off course , we waited one and half hour for you that day but we enjoy a lot with your mom and later your dad also joined us.
Yes rite. Well you know that day when I reached home I saw you girls vehicle parked outside my home and then I took immediate turn and ran away from there.
What! you ran away
Yess and I went to my friend’s place near to my home where I never been before and sit more than two hours you know he was so surprised and asked many times
Vikas is every thing all rite with you.
Ohh god but why did you do that.
Actually just day before you warned me that you girl goanna revealed all my stupid act of class in front of my parents on which we fought a lot in the lab. So I was so scared and you know after you have left I entered in home I directly went to study room and started pretending to avoid my parents.
Ohh god I cant stop myself laughing. You are really idiot and you proved it yourself.
Well I am sorry for my that stupid act.
Come on vikas you are my best friend. You have been with me in all up and downs. I am really thankful to you.
Well I just did what good friends suppose to do.
Hey just have a look at these snaps me with my boyfriend.
Heyyyy it’s really good I mean just wonderful ….u with your south Indian buddy. Just looks like a white IDLY dipped in SAMBHAR isn’t it?
Not again Vikas just shut up,just shut up.
Hey cum on just calm down but u know truth is always truth naa.
I am going to stop now. I am no more in mood to get your idiotic comment on my boy friend.
So sweet seems you are very much possessive for him.
Off course I am.
Suddenly I got some one coming online in yahoo chat room with its usual knocking
Sound.
My God….after so long time.
I was stunned just rest less and could easily listen every beat of my heart…… so loud,,,,,,,,,
With a deep sigh I gained some physical consciousness but still restless.
Simi was continuously buzzing …as receiving no reply for a long time.

Hey what happened I am just kidding ree…. U angry kya….
Yes I am here its seems there is some network problem.. I am facing frequent disconnection.
Well I am feeling sleepy I have to wake up early in the morning.
Oh yes better you take rest now dear, miss you a lot yarr take a good care and please control on your smoking.
Humm I will try my best, goodnight.
Well situation was not yet ok my heart was still beating with the same pace. I decided to come in visible mode as usually I keep my account in invisible mode. I really wonder how and why I took the decision to come online. But I started chanting some of prayers in “Sanskrit”. Just with in 5 sec she went offline and its seems end of everything. With some hope I switched my account from visible to invisible in next one minute. Finally I took a very deep sigh and turn off my laptop.
It was around 11.30 of night, my mind was not with me. I switched off my room light. Ignite my cigarette and lied down on the bad. I closed my eyes pictures from flash back started.



To be continued.................





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Thursday, August 26, 2010

MOROL VALUES

Moral Values are your beliefs about what is important in life.
"Its your beliefs or attitude about what is good, right, desirable and worth while".
"Your value system is the way you organize, rank. Prioritize and make decisions based on your values".
"Your values provide the foundation from which you make your personal and professional judgment and choice".


So far i find in my life i have been giving importance to these beliefs
1) Respect to humanity, respect to human being.
2) Respect to knowledge.
3) Respect to Elders.
Your moral values are base of your character and also reflects your personality.